It has been six months since my twin flame and I last saw each other. He had gone to visit his children in California, where he lives with his wife of almost 10 years. I was heartbroken. The fact that my soulmate is married and has kids just seemed wrong, especially when we live so far away from each other. So the next day after our goodbye hug, I booked a flight to LAX for myself and my two cats!
I was going to show up on their doorstep unannounced; it didn’t matter if they were mad or not my intention was solely about making him happy again.
I felt as if I had no other choice, my twin flame was my priority!
We’ve been dating for two years now and we still talk to each other every day. We’re the best of friends but not lovers because he is committed elsewhere. But in that moment, I knew deep down inside myself that this needed to change so before one more minute ticked by on the clock at home, I booked my ticket and started packing my bags for LA. It’s all or nothing with us; there would be no turning back once I stepped into their lives again.
He never responded to any texts even after a week went by since sending them out. Surprisingly enough his wife did respond saying they were sorry about everything but it was too late. I knew it in my gut, but to hear someone else say it was a hard pill to swallow. But this is all about me; so after giving myself over two weeks of grieving and processing my emotions- here’s what I found out.
I’m happy again because he showed up! When he didn’t answer the phone or text messages for days on end, I thought that we were done for good but then one day when at work his number popped up on caller ID (even though there are ten people with the same name). Now we call each other every night before bedtime and chat as friends until sleep takes us away from our screens. He said if she ever says anything threatening towards him again he will leave her. So I am finally as strong as my twin flame is.
I’ll get up every morning for the rest of my life and go to work with a smile on my face because we’re in this together now, even if he’s married and has kids. He still loves me too much not to fight for us his secret just might be more than mine can take.
He told her everything but it was too late. I knew it in my gut, but to hear someone else say it was a hard pill to swallow. But this is all about me; so after giving myself over two weeks of grieving and processing my emotions here’s what I found out:
My twin flame left his wife for me! When my twin flame and I saw each other for the first time in years, he said to me “I’ve never loved anyone more than you.
My heart was racing so fast; my brain could barely register what he had just told me but when it finally did: we were both crying uncontrollably. We sat together on that cold concrete bench like two kids who had nothing left but their secret and a hope they would find someone special enough to understand it all.
He told her everything but it was too late. I knew it in my gut, but to hear someone else say it was a hard pill to swallow. But this is all about me; so after giving myself over two weeks of grieving and processing my emotions here.